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I took Esther, our 10-year old Rottweiler, to the vet on Monday to see about a problem. Two of the vets examined her then did a needle aspiration. It doesn't look very promising.
My FreeVerse choice for this week fits my mood.
Dog's Death
John Updike
She must have been kicked unseen or brushed by a car.
Too young to know much, she was beginning to learn
To use the newspapers spread on the kitchen floor
And to win, wetting there, the words, "Good dog! Good dog!"
We thought her shy malaise was a shot reaction.
The autopsy disclosed a rupture in her liver.
As we teased her with play, blood was filling her skin
And her heart was learning to lie down forever.
Monday morning, as the children were noisily fed
And sent to school, she crawled beneath the youngest's bed.
We found her twisted limp but still alive.
In the car to the vet's, on my lap, she tried
To bite my hand and died. I stroked her warm fur
And my wife called in a voice imperious with tears.
Though surrounded by love that would have upheld her,
Nevertheless she sank and, stiffening, disappeared.
Back home, we found that in the night her frame,
Drawing near to dissolution, had endured the shame
Of diarrhoea and had dragged across the floor
To a newspaper carelessly left there. Good dog.


8 comments:
Oh, this is beautiful, but also so sad! Best wishes to Esther!
What a great poem! I hope Esther is okay. I just posted at my blog about my Grand-Dog, Olympis's, death. Blessings...
I do hope that all turns out to be well with Esther. A great poem, it brought back so many memories of our darling dog, Peg.
Oh...now you've made me cry after reading that poem. Good thing I'm at home alone. I hope Esther can get well. My sister's kitty is having health problems too and she may be facing making that hard decision.
Oh .... I love this poem. It tears me up every time. In fact, it was on my list of poems to share in an upcoming FreeVerse! Now I'll scratch it off the list.
And I meant to say too that I am very very sorry about Esther. I know how difficult it can be. Hugs.
Ahhhhhh.... I'm sorry. And gloomy. I hope she recovers.
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I missed this, Sis. Perhaps, subconsciously, I just didn't want to read it.
I'm so sorry there might be a problem with Essie. :(
I skimmed the poem but didn't linger. Too painful. Need to run and errand and can't afford to cry right now. I still well up several times a day over my 2 recent losses.
I love you Essie!!
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